Jun 5 • 13M

Do you like what you do?

And how to learn if you like what you're doing

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Lera and I dig into each other's head like in an old BMW

I have been on a tour around conferences and startup events like a popular rock band for the last four weeks. See, we’re launching Gamedev.Camp soon and I urgently needed to secure all kinds of support. The major conference that I am talking about in the audio was a sort of a closing gig for a while and I can’t wait to get back to my normal life.

I am pretty good at this public thingy, I probably even enjoy being that rock star, sharing those photos on my Instagram. But I am afraid that it distances me from my friends, I am missing the sense of ownership of my own schedule, a chance to have a focused time for thoughtful work.

Also, the emotional rollercoaster is taxing on my mental health - for the better part of today, I have been blank-staring at the screen forcing myself to do anything. Huh…

I feel like I want a more humble life instead of being a rock star, despite this is what I can do best in life. And despite this is what I have been paid to do professionally my whole life. I am …

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